Kill me quick... (sisterofthemoon) wrote, @ 2003-10-21 00:34:00

Staying up late and wishing for the past,
Living in my dreams because they're the
Only place where I'm happy.
Eyes constantly bloodshot and
Dry from crying all the time.
Talking to myself and
Hanging on
Prayers and hopes that broken promises
Someday will be put back together.
Sitting alone in a
Dark room,
Music blasting,
Trying to forget everything and everyone.
Outside
staring at the stars. Playing
Connect the dots to spell out your name.
The same on that was once tatooed
On my heart, but left only
A painful scar.
Looking from far away.
Never daring to speak the things
I really want to say.
Feeling nothing but
Pain
From the tips of my toes
To every last split-end of my hair.
Having everything you want except
The one thing that you need.
Wanting only you,
And these bullet holes in my heart.

So this is what it is to be hopelessly in love.

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