Kill me quick... (sisterofthemoon) wrote, @ 2003-08-19 03:15:00

You can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes thru the windshield
Maybe when I'm older I'll understand the world
Sometimes I feel so old
But I'm still very young
So why aren't I having any fun?
I look out my window
Today is so dreary
I wonder where the animals hide from the rain
They come out when the rain is gone
Where will I be when the thrill is gone?
Well, I guess the thrill was lost a while ago
And here I am
All alone
Where did the thrill go?
Can I please have it back?
And while you're at it, will you also return my heart?
Because I'm kind of lost without it
I wander from place to place
Never really knowing where I'm going
Or what I'm doing
I'm always lost within myself
Always at constant war with myself
I can never go easy on myself
So can't you please be easy on me?
I may look happy, act happy
I'm really a mess
I may say I'm ok
But I'm torn apart inside
I need to get away
Away from this place
Away from you
Away from everything that reminds me of you
Everything reminds me of you
I need to get away

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I can't stop what i'm doing
My mind is traveling faster than light
I'm rushing, I'm running- going so fast
But there's still not a damn thing in my sight
I sit and stare at pictures that have lost their meaning
I've grown accustomed to this empty feeling
I lose track and stare off into space
But I'd so much rather be staring at your face
Everything means nothing anymore
I cant help myself, I always cry
You cask me what I'm doing this for
I cant help myself, I cant say goodbye
"You'd better watch, or you'll spend your whole life dreaming"
I'd rather be dreaming if the real world is what I'm seeing
And I'd rather be trapped in the deepest pits of purgitory
Than watching you smile and telling your happy stories
It's like you stabbed me in the heart
Then pushed me down the steps
Maybe someday I'll forgive you
But right now I just wish I could forget
Your smile is what kills me most
Your image has become a sort of ghost
Forever haunting my memories
Forever the blood in my arteries

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