|Current music:||... the echoing despair ...|
"i don't want another night like last ..."angel of one black wing
it was your fault.
you could have told me the truth instead ...
i try, so damn hard, not to break. i almost think she enjoys this torment i am engaged in. i miss the life i left behind. i didn't care whether or not some one was lying. not some one i cared for.
fools fall in love. only fools fall in love. i'll get over how i am feeling, but ... why? why did i let myself become involved?
everything you say to me ... takes me one step closer and i'm about to break ...
her perfect fantasy is my eternal nightmare.
yet still ... i am with her.
... i have no where else to go, really.
... a friend is offering for me to move with him to california.
i am seriously considering it right now.
pain, punishment .. all aside ..
i am he, torn by sin.