| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | Linkin Park: By Myself |
DEPRESSED and I wanna CRY
Hey, well today was okay. They keep me busy by doing things eachday, and yea I have fun, but i wanna go home so much. Id feel better about things if i wasnt running away from what the truth is. And thats what it feels like im doing now by being here. Well all ive been doing the past 2 hours is listening to music.
Like: Yellowcard, Linkin Park, The Starting Line, and HIM
My fav line in this one Yellowcard song is "But I grew up, Wishing On A Star, you think Id never get to far"
From that song I have this tattoo I thought of that i want on my upper back or my chest.
Ahhh Im so pissed off right now. I want to leave and go home. But no, I have another 9 days. They better go by so fast.
Well I dont want to be a downer anymore. So I'll go in my room and pout and be upset alone.. YUP ALONE. Aren't I lucky. Being Depressed in another state is so much worse then being depressed at home. Since u have no privacy really so u always have to have this fake smile on so no one trys to talk to u about things. WELL HERE's my fake SMILE.. : ) Now Im off to go be fake some more around the house. NIGHT!
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