I found another place between feeling Blah and feeling complete. It's a feeling of things slowing down, of being able to notice small things, of being fascinated with things, but still feeling alone and confused, in a withdrawn kind of way. It's good sometimes, I don't know.
It's weird not being able to see ahead to what I'm going to turn out to be exactly, if I'm predicting things correctly. I feel sort of independent though. That's good. It feels good, I just wish I could get alcohol whenever I want it and it would feel even better, to be able to get that slight feeling of being tipsy.
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