| Current mood: | content and contemplative |
| Current music: | Marley, The White Stripes, and Harry Belafonte |
nunca
Memorial Day was half boring, half stimulating. I worked on a new song, had a bit to drink, and downloaded some chill music. That White Stripes song is pretty nice. Got some Bob Marley joints too. I can't believe I've been asleep on reggae music for so many years. It's a wonderful genre of music. Of course, music in general is pretty wonderful, in itself. And the X-files is wonderful as well. I'm watching it right now, its on the Sci-fi channel. It's this episode about some alien sci-fi shizz. There's a man hanging from Skinner's balcony and these black alien worms are mutating through some guys's protective head gear. I love this show!
I don't work tommorrow and so I think I'll be working on my music. I need to find out when that open mic show at the Artist's Quarter is. Hopefully Alicia and I will be able to sing. I love singing with her. I've never been able to harmonize with anyone else like I have with her. I now have a few words I must say.
I'm holding in tonight
tommorrow I'll be holding out
it's becoming harder to suppress
more difficult to go without
if I attempt to rely upon my conviction
then all is doomed to fail
because conviction does not exist
there was an eviction,
long ago,
and so I must trust in my ability to persist
Is perserverance a word I can hold in my hand
can I take it and put it inside myself?
I think I can if I really wanted to
I think I will if I really try to
I cannot make a gradual decline
I must rapidly be inclined
to continue on
resist my fears and
fight off tears
Impossibility is ridiculous in my world
Wow I'm not sure if any of that makes sense but I had an impulse to write those words. I'm still watching the X-files. It's getting more intense. This particular episode started out kind of bland. I dislike ads. Very much so. But that's ok. I'm going outside to sit on my trampoline for awhile, even though it's a bit chilly out. I'll probably come back to write a second journal afterwards.
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