I feel like how it looks outside today. When I woke up this morning it was raining. The sky was grey. I feel grey. THis is one of the days that I have where I have to be compulsive in telling myself that life isn't so bad. I know it really isn't, but I've been unsuccessful in convincing myself to feel that way. This means I have to try harder. I know this summer is going to be a good one because I'm going to make it that way. I already feel better just from thinking those things. If I am able to believe in them all, 100% by the end of the day I will have been a success for the day. I think it's good that I have to work today. It will help me get my mind off of grey issues (plus it's warmer there than here at home). And it's pay day!!!
I've also been drinking too much within the last week or so. Probably not as much as I could have, but enough for me. Drinking is fine but only once in awhile. I'm not worried that I'll start getting into the habit of drinking because I've got too many other projects going on. There are so many things I want to accomplish this summer it will be a wonder if I get them all done by the fall. I'll just try.
My team won last night, 119 to 106. Tim Duncan had 32 points and Parker had 19. Nowitski had 23 and got slapped with a few unfair fouls. He's such an outstanding player, not to mention sexy. It was a great game, but the Spurs have to stop letting their leads go so much. I have to miss the lottery draft tonight. :( That's ok, I may be able to catch some of the Pistons/Nets game.
Until the next time.