| Current mood: | discontent |
A new begining
*I need to start updating this more.
*Greg asked me out over the phone Thursday night. I met him in person March 7th (a sunday) and this Sunday will mark 3 weeks that I've know him. We clicked almost instantly. . . once we actually started talking. He's like a mix between Shane and Chad. Its weird in a way. I really don't think it will last, but I don't care. I'm happy. We've even discussed me moving with him to Orlando. (He currently lives an hour away in Auberndale) I just want to live for the moment with him. I just want to feel happiness.
*I went to Parkside Mall with Lee today. (Thats where Greg and I saw Starsky and Hutch when we first met.) We walked around the mall. (Like Greg and I did.) After the movie we went to Applebee's and I ordered ribs. (Greg and I shared ribs at Sonny's like 2 weeks ago). See a pattern?
*I'm in a bit of financial trouble. I was pretty ticked off about it at first, but I really don't handle stress well. For the moment I'm chosing not to pannic. I'm gonna pay rent, go to Fantasm, and then deal with it. I can't cope with it right now. I'm just really not happy with life right now. Greg is like the only happy thing. Thats why I'm considering moving in with him (or near him). I just need a change in my life. A real change.
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