| Current mood: |  hopeful |
| Current music: | "I Love You" by Sarah McLachlan |
Sooo
I really feel like ranting about something but I'm not really sure what it is. Hmm..it just feels like I have this build up and it needs to come out! I'm currently obsessed with "I Love You" by Sarah McLachlan.
Everytime I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
And you just walk away
And I forgot
to tell you
I love you
The night's too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the words to say
I need you so
*sigh* I just feel so bogged down by being single...sounds funny I guess. Who'd have thought being single could be stressful? It's gotten to the point where I feel like....well, I don't know what I feel. Jenny came over tonight and we were talking about guys and all I could do was smile and nod...I don't really know what I'm talking about. I'm a nutbag. I mean, I know what I WANT to talk about but...there's really too much risk to talk about it here. I really want to just let the whole world know how I feel...I want that someone to know how I feel...and I want everything to be ok. I want it to all work out. I want to be in love again. But I suppose the one I really need to be talking to is God. I just gotta have faith!
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