|Current music:||Sparta - Tie your ribbon|
i feel like a kid who has to turn in a term paper.
the pain i bring on myself
i dwell like a madman,
and lately i havent been to scared of being thought of as one.
you ask, i tell. you dont ask, i tell anyway. im tired of saying im okay.
the pain of not knowing if its you being talked about or not isnt too much to handle.
but its something i could do without.
i have more money in my pocket right now than i have since fall of last year.
i have more determination than ive had since fall of last year.
this isnt going to be like fall of last year.
my only wonder is if im wasting my time.
though i dont think i am.
i have nothing to lose...