|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||Switchfoot "Breathe"|
Apparently, only in Nebraska do they have hamburger pizza.
Everyday I realize how little I know about the Bible. I want to learn so much, I really do...but sometimes I just can't understand. I see people who know so much about the way things work and I want so badly to have that. But I only know what I know and I only know what I can understand. Some things in the Bible seem so complicated, but shouldn't they be simple. I know the important stuff, the things that allow me to have a relationship with Jesus and allow me to float on up to heaven when I die. The rest seems to go right over my head, all those legalistic topics.
People's relationships confuse me. A friend recently asked me what the difference would be, besides the physical aspect, of me dating someone and just being their friend. I don't know. I don't know what I want in a relationship like that, I only know what I don't want and I think that's okay. I don't want to have to worry about what their motives are. I don't want them to do or not do certain things just because of me. I don't want them to tell me that they love me.