|Current music:||" Swing Swing" AAR|
Just a bad day.
What more could possibly go wrong in one young girl's lifetime? I am not even an adult yet and....I am so f**cking traumatized from losing people. If I lose any more friends to death, I might lose myself. Leah is like my sister, in fact, as far as I am concerned that girl IS my sister. I'm just...so crazy with confusion. What would I do if I lost her? And if I do lose her, who will be there to comfort me in the end? Chris? Probably not. He has his own problems to deal with. My sister? She would be in the same boat. Friends at school? Ha. They are too far stuck up their own asses to even see past my fake smile. I am so close to the edge right now and the only emotion that I can possibly feel right now is confusion. I am going to go lay down and chill out. I can hardly breathe and I STILL have not gotten that inhaler prescription filled.