| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | The garage door opening.. |
Im tired.. and way way confused..
I dont know whut to say.. im just blank..i think its becuz i had a brain override this morning..I was thinking about mike..and how he told me he loved me more than a friend on thursday night..i though for a day that it made me happy, he told me to call him on friday.. but when i did he told me he would call me back.. becuz he was tired.. and his new girlfriend was there..i think they fucked.. even tho he promise he wouldnt until next week or anything.. idunno.. he just pisses me off.. but then it might not be.. so then i get mad at my self for thinking it... he hasnt called me once since then..i tired calling him last night.. and he was angry..and i though he was angry at me, so i got scared and told him to just call me back..i miss him.. and I HATE IT.. i hate caring for someone when i dont think they care back.. it hurts.. its the worstest feeling in the world besides losing someone u loved with all your heart..i called mike.. the one from mississippi.. and i relized i missed him too.. it was weird.. iunno.. i like to many mikes..im gonna go tho..my mom just got home and we are gonna watch that movie.. fiftheen and pregant.. i saw it in health class in 9th grade...it was cool so i bought the movie.. 3.99 and its dvd.. good price.. thats why u love walmart ha..well.. ill talk more later..
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