| Current mood: |  exhausted |
| Current music: | the voices in my head |
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Friday was fun.. =) i went to mgans house and spent the night.. i love her new place.. her room has 7 WALLS!!..we went to the Homecoming game and we lost.. naturally..saturday i went to the fair with the famila.. it was ok.. i got an Indian bracelet and some earrings.. =) but then i started feeling really sick,.. came home and talked to Kevin and Christine.. life was getting a lil bit sad.. sunday i woke up and i knew it was going to be a shitty day.. my dad yelled and yelled making me clean my room, so i did clean.. but only half and he blew up at me.. i cried.. but Kevin and katie called.. it was gettign a lil better... Monday, Im not allowed to talk about her problem, i learned about it last week.. [ IMPORTANT NOTICED..im going to talk about this in the future.. and you wont understand but this journal isnt for you to understand my life or whuts my demonic brain is thinking.. its suposed to help me spread my thoughts to help me get them out..] ... its killing me to know this.. but i love her and ill be there.. i cried alot today.. then when i got home.. i cried more and feel asleep.. i wish someone would call.. and some one did.. but Kevin only wanted Kims number and lefted me.. i need some one to talk to but no one would understand it seems.. i only wish to get out of my house.. my parents took my life away becuz i got two d's on mu report card.. 2 FUCKING D's.. and it doesnt matter if i get them on the first quarter.. but they think it does now.. only becuz my brother got fucking a/b honor roo.... woopie... the only think i get to do is go online.. fun huh,.. oh my god is it fucking boring.. i wish i had my phone.. i need to talk to someone.. but if i touch the phone i get another month.. nice parents huh.. i want to run away, pass out for a couple of hours.. or just.. sleep.. i want to get away.. but how?
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