| Current mood: |  depressed |
not good. at all.
well everything i just wrote got erased by my kitten! im really depressed. like really bad. i just sleep all day and dont feel like doin anything. stupid lil things are too much for me. im so sad.\im jsut so lonely. i mean , i have a lot of friends i guess. but nobody who is really there for me, to talk or hang out with. im not even excited for halloween or the bachelorete party. which is soooo not me. i just have a constant sinking feeling and feel like soemthing bad is gonna happen.. i dont wanna be depressed. i always am. i cant be. i dont know how to fix it though. i mean yea i have the dumb meds but i just need some close friends or something to change. im very busy so its not like im just sitting here either. i pretty much have a full day 9-6, but im just goin thru the motions. i dont even eat anymore. i had yogurt and a slimfast today. usually i just eat yogurt or oatmeal. and im like the queen of eating. i guess i should go see the doctor. i cant live like this. i am so scared to feel depressed. i dont wanna feel like i have to die.
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