| Current mood: |  worried |
| Current music: | motown philly :) |
hmm
well this week has sucked. i am in a btter mood today though cuz i OD'ed on my meds..i had to, i am pretty down...first of all, ukeme told me i have to get rid of my kitten. now i loooove this kitten more than any kitten i have ever had and ive had plenty. she is so sweet and loves me so much. she gets so happy to see me and i always get excited to come home and see her. they dont get taht, adn think she is "just a cat" but i really love her so much. i cried and cried last night. i cant do it. i cant i will miss her. she just makes me happy when i am sad and when im lonely she is here for me. she sleeps with me everynight on my neck. i mean she basically just lives in my room. i cant! i love her more than anything else right now. i am so sad and lonely right now. i am always alone. jen is just about the only friend i really talk to now. well, the only one who talks to me..next wk is halloween, i hope my hooters shirt arrives in time. im gonna be so mad if it doesnt. all i did today was sleep. ALL day. til like 8. i cried so much and got no sleep last night so my head was all yuck and not to mention i forgot to take the depakote for a few days.
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