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One Saturday Night…
I fell for you one Saturday night. I could barely breathe when my eyes landed upon you. My mind raced and all my words faltered. It was like you stepped out of a dream the moment I awoke. I thought that perhaps you were an illusion. My eyes playing cruel tricks on my brain. But no, oh no, there you stood. Pure perfection in beautifully flawed living, breathing human form. In you lay all the promise of unfulfilled fantasy. The potential to put my fears to rest. To, once and for all, be happy. Could I manage the precious bravery that it would take just to finally meet you, just to say “hello”? One word seems so simple no too hard to say. But, for me, it required the ultimate act of courage. Not to let regret be my perpetual companion. To create a new outcome for my future instead of the constant of unhappiness. To unleash the confidence that was inside of me all along. You brought all of it out of me. You didn’t even know how important you were in that moment. The potential of you made this sad, quiet girl unshackle herself from the bonds of loneliness. And I did not waver as I boldly made my way to stand before you, a stranger, and simply say “hello”. In a brief moment of introduction, I learned the true value of myself. I am quiet no more.
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