elyse (shearpop) wrote, @ 2005-09-29 10:25:00

the sadness spilling out?

a bizarre sense of isolation

as 'shoulds' fill my ears

i feel small--
did i lose myself at the supermarket?

i'm not 'supposed' to feel lonely,
although its only that i feel guilty for it
not that i didn't expect it...
i never expected my world to change...
but it has...
you....have...

and we both watch me struggle for a grip
of control
like i apparently always have but
i've only ever seen it through your eyes.

the sadness spills.

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