elyse (shearpop) wrote, @ 2005-07-12 16:59:00

feeding addictions
Thurs: (not the best day)

bombs being unloaded,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
things are exploding,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
people are dying,
inside and out--
it's not just you and me babe
people are broken,
everywhere you look--
it's not just you and me babe.

---

And now today. So many days later, is this
the same world?
i hesitate but do not be insecure in my reasons
i want what you want, i think
i am not so scared now
just waiting
to see what choice arrives beyond
a, b and c

i hand my notice in today,
but my boss has already been told
by the only coworker i told
oh well
that's life
secrets unkept
decisions made for you
what next? do i regret my forthcoming
decision to leave this position?
no.
yes.
no.
but i am sad.
not too sad to smile though.
not too sad to enjoy the heat though
not too sad to dream a little though
(or an ickle?)

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