|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||My Tourniquet---Evanescence|
wake me up inside
parth told father about amaya. father took most of my things, including my cds. I can hardly live without them. parth and I had our biggest fight ever. never talking to that bastard again. dont know if ill ever speak to amaya either. i think it's best if i dont talk to anyone. well, i slit my wrists. the potions professor saw it and of course notified mum and dad. I don't expect they'll care. who knows.
What is wrong with me? I'm a Malfoy, but I don't feel like one or act like on anymore. I'm alot like mum in some ways I guess. Parth is more like dad. He's a natural ass. I wish it were that easy for me. I do try, but there's something inside of me that I can't extinguish. bloody conscious