| Current mood: | blah |
| Current music: | Atreyu - Ain't Love Grand? |
...Tell Me Why This Still Hurts...
i've been sitting here just to think about, how it drives me crazy just to see you smile. -How it makes me feel alive, when your hand is in mine. I once had a habit of saying no to hope, but now i seek it. I sit here to look at our picture, and I can get lost in it. -My own smile often reflects back at me. i now know, that time never lends itself to love, because i miss you terribly. and all i would like, is the will to get out of bed. the hours pass by like minutes when i'm with you, now, the minutes pass by like hours in the rain. i wish i could just stand in the sun forever. i've learned so much in so little time... the sun can be shining, and I just won't see it. realizations of the blackening suburb, and the pain it brings, but yet i remain, because you're here with me. ...i would rather get away from here, and watch the ocean waves all day long... and see the sun shine on your smile. now, i just sit here to stencil my name in the sand, and watch the water run over it. its the present that has proven best to overwhelm me. with my head up, i can see the dunes in the distance, the mirrored-surface of the water, and i know that we're almost there. -and the breeze will take us in with open arms. the tops of trees are on fire, and tonight these torches will give us light to see by.
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