|Current mood:|| stressed|
|Current music:||head bussa - lil scrappy + lil jon + the eastside boyz|
rubber band man : representin` the one man struggle!
yesturday nick went to first appearance and called me when he got back to county, and the judge didn't give him a bond so he has to stay in there to his court...which has to be SOMETIME before 30 days? then after that he gets sentanced. ugh. he calls me like 4 times a day. my phone bill is gonna be off the chain but i dont even give a fuck. i miss him so much, everytime i talk to him i end up crying. i've wrote him already too. i love writing, because i can explain shit so much better when i write rather than saying it so my letters are alot more deep than our phone calls, cause we just bullshit lol. you really dont ever know what you got till its gone, now that hes not here with me i can't think about anything else. since nick got arrested i havent gone out anywhere. i dont even really want to. without him there aint shit to do. hes my entire life. im gonna go look for a job monday cause according to my mom we're "flat broke". which is such bullshit but whatever i wanna start makin my own anyway cause im so sick of her shit. plus i need something to do while im waitin` for nick to come back. so thats my plan....go to school, work, wait for nick. boring yeah but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do.
yesturday i just stayed here and chilled. and today....im just gonna stay here and chill. this fucking sucks im so bored!