|Current mood:|| crazy|
|Current music:||i smell pussy - 50 cent|
bitch you aint no smoker *
dude ive been updating but i think my computer has some kind of fucked up virus and it will never work! but im trying again. last time i wrote it was really long but it just wouldnt work. ugh. but yeah, shits been crazy.
- me and nick are still together but i really dont know how lol. my mom like hates him even though shes NEVER even had a conversation with him, but yeah we all know shes just a bitch like that. so every morning basically she comes in my room and sees him and has a kinuption but whatever. monday shit really hit the fan though. she kicked up both out! why i dont even know...something about a tv? and the fucking house. as always. fucking pyschotic BITCH. but yeah anyway she kicked me and nick out, i was wearing like shorts and a tee shirt and it was freezing!!! and we were like okkk what do we do? so we walked all the way to the village in the RAIN. it was so fucking horrible :( but we went to dillians + i got to see katie oddie which was good. smoked a lil, hung out, froze my ass off outside then went to chrissys halls. walked around and bullshit`d with everyone for a bit then me, nick, and desi walked to hungry howies cause i were STARVING. ate this steak thing that tasted like shit but i was hungry man. then we found travis and tony, then tony dipped out, then me, nick, and trav all went and smoked with his dad. then me and nick came back here. i fought with my mom some more and da da da.
- i started fuck ass riverview last monday too. its gay as fuck, most of the guys are all so fucking nasty and act like they've never seen a chick before. but its easy. and all any one does is talk shit to thier teachers. shervis, the principal, is a fucking prick. he tried to suspend me on my first day there! for my shirt! how fucking retarded. but the deputy is nicks uncle [ lmao not really but...] so hes like my "uncle in law" now so he helps me out =] im supposed to be in school right now but im already WAY ahead in my work and shit and i was to god damn tired so i stayed home. i wish nick was here =[ im lonely.
- yesturday was a bad day. my mother is a selfish bitch. i cant live like this for two more years. fuck! and thats all i gotta say about that.
- 2004 is alot different than 2003. for me at least anyway. my lifes ALOT different. i got nick, and sometimes i feel like my whole life revolves around him. its just wierd. i dunno man. i need to do some thinking. and now all this shit with my mom. i never get to talk to my friends either. amanda has some dude, and me too and we never see each other. i miss you babe.
- my life sucks right now. just gonna wiat and see what happens....