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lastnight and today
so lastnight [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online for rest of the night, just talkin to derek on vidchatting for rest of the night, we were fighting for a bit, but we eventually stop fighting after awhile, and just talked for awhile, which i was happy about, then we both went to bed around 3 or 4am, then today [wednesday]i slept slept and slept more, woke up in the middle night w this horrible night terror so i went downstairs and slept down there, then i slept slept and slept more and was on and off and then i woke up around 1ish, when derek txt me, i txt him and then called him for a bit and we ended up arguing about stupid ass shit that made no sense..then arguing online, and then he came up with the brillant idea that we arent gona talk for rest of the day and night...take 24 hr break, and talked to me @ midnight..which i think its retarded cause i do have to go bed early for orientation tomorrow for my new job, and its both our days off so i thought i was gona be able to talk to him all day today but apparently not, and he turn his phone off and everything, and im complete mess right now..idk what to do i cant stand when people turn their phone off i really cant >_< peter used to do that all the time and he did it cause he was doin bad shit to me ugh, im just freakin out, i txt him a couple times but nothing..idk how much more of this i can handle in honestly..so i guess ima try and relax, i was gona take a bus to the mall but its too crappy and i woke up to late..so ill probably just chill at home and relax and watch movies or somethin...i would want to do somethin but i gota be up early..but its still early, so ill see how the day goes but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later
-KaRa
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