|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||FREAK MI BABI|
WoW bUdDy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hAvEnT wRiTtIn In DiS bItCh 4 eVa. WeLl TuEs. NuTtIn ReAlLy HaPpEnEd @ LeAsT nUtTiN i CaN rEmeMbEr. WeD. i WeNt 2 sKoOl WhIcH wAs BoRiN... dEn AfTa Mi GuRl GiGi CaMe By We ChIlLeD @ dA cRiBo DeN aCtUaLlY sTuDiEd 4 oUr MaTh TeSt WhIcH i AcTuAlLy LeArneD hOw 2 dO iT bUt EnDeD uP gOiN bLaNk On Da TeSt. N-E wAiZ wE BaSiCaLlY wErE sTr8 uP cHiLlIn. DeN aFtA mI n HeR aTe DiNnEr Mi N hEr N mI g-mA tOoK hEr 2 hEr CaSa WhIcH wE wErE bY mI sExI mAnS cAsA. WeLl LaTa On DaT dAi I hAd FiNaLlTy TaLk 2 Mi MaN bOuT dA sHyT dAtS bEEn GoIn On N tHiNs DaT nEeDeD 2 Be StR8En Up, WhIcH aFTa I hAd DaT tAlK iT wAs AlL gOoD. dAt DaI i WaS aLl UpSeT 2WaRdS dA eNd CuZ sUm ThIn WaS wRoNg WiT mI bAbEz N i DiDnT kNo WuT iT wAs. :( I wAs rEaLlY wOrRiEd. DeN 2 CuM fInD oUt He WaS lEaViN 2 JeRzY 4 a WeEk. AfTa TaLkIn 4 a LiL bIt We HuNg Up CuZ iT wAS lAtE n We WeRe BoTh TiReD bUt I cUd HaVe WeNt WiT oUt SlEeP 4 HiM cUz I lUb HiM bErRy MuChO. wElL n-e WaIz oN 2 Da NeXt DaI....
ThUr. IgHt I wEnT 2 SkOoL n DiDnT dO sHyT, rEaLlY.. i HaD a LuNcH dEtEnTiOn N gOt LeT oUt EaRlY. lAtA mI fRiEnD jEsSi CaMe By Mi CaSa N a LiTtO lAtA mI <3 cAmE bY 2 C mI wIt HiS bOi NiCk I wAs SoOoO hApPy 2 c HiM u DoNt UndErStAnD hOw MuCh IvE miSsEd HiM. wElL mI n HiM sPeNt SuM tImE 2GeThEr. :) N wE aLl ChILlEd N tAlKeD, jEsSi LeFt 1sT n SuM tImE aFtA dEy LeFt CuZ nIcK hAd 2 gO. dA rEsT oF dA dAi I tAlKeD 2 AlL mI hOmIeS!
fRI. ight. Well i went 2 skool i all i cud do is think bout mi babes cuz we had a good fri. nite planed but ofcourse it got fuked up cuz of nick n him. Nick came 2 miltons casa while milton was sleepin so dat was milton n nicks fault n nick didnt have his celly so mi n mi babi tryed gettin a hold of his ass but cudnt. Lata mi n jessi decided 2 go walk 2 his casa which was da longest fukin walk eva n i was wearin da wrong shoes 2 be walkin in.. i got blisters n i was hot as fuk n der was lyk 30 sum thin cars honkin n hollerin @ us no...lie. Finally i got 2 his casa but got lost so he had 2 find mi n den he gave mi a piggy bak ride 2 his casa n be4 dat he scared mi. :) Hes sooo cute. Well n-e waiz lata i said hi 2 his moma n his bro n shyt saw his casa finally, ive neva been der den ofcourse mi n him were 2gether da whole time. Cum 2 find out he was leavin a lil afta i got der wit his boiz which pissed mi off cuz he didnt even tell mi. Nick had cum so every wun screamed @ him n den miltons otha boi came by da wun he was gonna chill wit dat nite, well he cudnt take mi n jessi n-e were close n i wasnt gonna walk bak. so we got in da car went 2 wendeys chilled in da parkin lot waitin 4 deys ni99az 2 pik mi n jessi up n i went out 2. I was a lil sad, i didnt want 2 leave him n i dont think he lyked da fact i left wit 2 diff. guys but wtf wut he did was uked up so wut cums around goes around. Dat nite i felt lyk he was leavin mi 4 eva but it wasnt. N-e waiz mi, jessi, danny, greg all went out n drove around. We went 2 sum places but mostly drove cuz wun jessi neva saiz n-e where she wants 2 go, she neva does n den its up 2 mi cuz dey neva pik n-e place either n sum times i dunno wut 2 do... soooo... dats was da nite. Mi n jessi came home around 3:45 n talked den went 2 sleep. Lata we woke up kinda early. Well i wanted 2 c mi man be4 he left so i called him up n by accident woke him up :( poor babi o-well he needed 2 be up n-e waiz so yea den he called mi bak n fourth n i tried every thin 2 c him wunce again be4 he left. Well dat dai mi n mi g-ma got into fights all dai. Afta i realized mi n him werent gonna c each otha be4 he left i got ready n went 2 dis show @ sunset place wit Gee n her step sis n meet up wit olivia. It was okie not really mi sceen but it was str8. Wen jessi took mi 2 Gees krib i left mi shyt n got ready 2 leave 2 sunset den we ate Wendeys n i keep spillin fukin soda on mi..lmfao wut a blonde i am!!! o-well. N-e waiz mi g-ma was bein stupid n told mi 2 cum home early @ lyk fukin 10 oclock da pissed mi off even moe.. a lil lata mi mommy called mi celly tellin mi n plz be home on time n 2 be have even tho mi momz was on mi side @ wun point n den i asked if i cud stay @ her casa dat nite. Well lata afta da show mi n Gee waited 4 her step sis mom n den bak 2 der casa n waited 4 david n christi. Finally dey came n got us, den we were out. I re-paked mi bags 2 stay @ mi momaz krib den 5 min. lata i got piked up n we got us sum food 2 eat it was yummy. I had sum pasta wit sea food , which is good in mi oppion n sum otha shyt. We talked , n watched t.v n shyt lyk dat. Lata i fell alseep n da next dai we got ready did sum thins dat needed 2 be done den ate again n i came bak home, talked on da fone n just ate shyt. It wasnt dat gr-8 of a weekend. i miss mi man sooooooooooooooooooooooo much n hes onli been gone a lil. But ders sum otha shyt dats been goin on. Mi lyf is gettin moe n moe fuked up i dunno wut im a do but i cane c mi self fallin n fallin into a deeper hole of depression n bein da stupid mi wunce again. Which isnt good. Hopefully ill get threw sum of dis shyt n wont turn 2 mi old self lyk i have time n time again.
IGHT WELL HAPPY 1MONTH WIT MI N MI SEXI ASS BABI :) YAY BOI. LOL. WELL 2DAI IM A TRY N BE HAPPY EVEN HO I DONT HAVE MUCH 2 BE HAPPY 4 N DEEP DOWN IM REAL SAD IM A PRETEND IM HAPPY. OKIE I WAS RUNIN LATE 2DAI N DIDNT WANNA WAKE UP. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! DEN JESSI CALLED MI A MILLION N WUN TIMES 4 NUTTIN. I GOT ON MI BUS N LISTEN 2 MUSIC DEN GET JESSI FOLDER 4RM JOSH SINCE SHE LEFT IT @ HIS CASA. LATA WENT 2 DA LOCKER ROOM N PUT MI CLEAN DANCE CLOTHES BAK IN N DEN 2 CLASS WE HAD A SUB. IT WAS STR8 CUZ DAT LADIE WAS MADD STR8, IVE HAD HER 4 A SUB BE4. N-E WAIZ DEN 4 DANCE WE HAD A SUB. 2 N SHE WAS REALLY PRETTY N YOUNG, REAL NICE IVE HAD HER 4 A SUB. BE4 AS WELL. WELL 3RD PERIOD SUXD ASS NUTTIN 2 DO N DA BITCH WAS DER. GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YEA I CUDNT PAY ATTENTION 2 HER CUZ MI MIND WAS EVERY OTHA PLACE BUT IN HER CLASS LEARNIN.WHICH IS BAD CUZ I FAILED DA 1ST SEMESTER. I ALSO GOT MI REPORT CARD BUT ILL TELL U DA GRADES AFTA EVERY THIN IF I REMEMBA. LETS C 4TH WAS OKIE DEGIO PLAYED WIT MI HAIR.. HOW SWEET N WASNT BEIN AN ASS 2DAI. 5TH WAS OKIE NOT 2 BAD. 6TH SUXD LYK A MOTHA FUKA. DEN BAK HOME. YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!! DEN EVERY WUN N DER MOTHA CALLED MI. I WENT ON LINE N FILLED OUT MI JOURNAL. SO DATS BOUT IT 4 NOE. 2NITE ILL PROBABLY GO OUT SUM WHERE N DO NUTTIN BUT EAT SHYT SINCE DERS NO SKOOL 2MARROW. I WISH MI MAN WAS HEA IT WUD BE PERFECT TIME, I WUD GET 2 BE WIT HIM BUT HES NOT SOOO I HAVE 2 LIVE WIT DAT. :( N-E WAIZ I RATHER NOT TALK BOUT MI LYF NO MOE CUZ JUST THINKIN BOUT CERTAIN THINS HURTS MI.
OKIE WELL HEAS DA GRADES 4 MI CLASSES HOPE UR PROUD LOL.
ENGLISH 1: B 1 A
DANCE 2: B 2 C (WHICH)
MATH.. ALG 1: F 2 C (MOTHA FUKA .. HATE HER)
SCIENCE.. EARTH N SPACE: B 2 A
WORLD HISTORY: C 2 B
FAMILY N CONSUMER SCIENCE: B 2 B
WELL I DONT THINK I DID 2 BAD BESIDES DA F THINGY N DA C WASNT 2 GOOD BUT O-WELL ILL TRY N C WUT I CAN DO 4 DIS SEMESTER. :(
IM A BE OUT DIS BITCH CUZ I HAVE SUM THINS 2 DO. TAKE CARE. BESO... I LUV U MILTON N MISS U. 69 :)
LUV ALWAIZ UR SEXI MOMITA DESTINY .heehee