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Good day to everyone. This is just a brief post, in which no truly new information will be discussed, but I feel this must come to light immediately. It recently came to my attention that a story/article was written about me in the Otakin (sp?) community, and to clarify both for the writer's sake and mine: I did, indeed, give an interview with the writer some time back via e-mail correspondance. There were, however, a few things in the article that seemed to have gone astray from my words to hers. [I don't have the link on hand - a friend dropped me an e-mail to advise me to check my ED page to see what the new addition was, and that's how I found it. Curious readers can get the link from there under the post entitled 'Amanda.'] I don't share a 'soulbond.' I feel this is something I need to get out there immediately before anyone has a chance to get confused, and at no time did I say I had a 'soulbond' with Sephiroth. My experiences are totally different from the classic signs of soulbonding as per my research on the topic...and while I do not denounce the possiblity of soulbonding (surely someone in my position is in no position to pass judgement) I do not share that form of connection with Sephiroth. The most major sign of soulbonding is that the 'soulbonded' shares a body with their 'host' (<- not the right word). And in some cases, the being inhabiting the physical body can 'front' (something similar to willing possession, as I understand it) for their physical companion. This is something similar to a form of channeling, I think, and I cannot channel Sephiroth. In attempts to discover a way to prove my claims definitively, I have asked him about the possibility of channeling, and he insists that the effort it would take for a mortal to channel someone with his level of spiritual advancement could have lasting, long-term ill effects on both my body and mind...and he bluntly refuses to even make the attempt. Most soulbonders have the ability to speak to the soulbonded in realtime, and they can conduct conversations at any given moment. I cannot. In all my studies I still have not managed to establish a link with Sephiroth while I am phsyically conscious and active on the physical plane, and have never had the pleasure of conducting a conversation with him while I am ihabiting my physical body. The only time I can speak to him is during a full out-of-body projection. And the last major difference between a soulbonder and a practitioner of astral projection is that soulbonders often share a link with a being most have classified as 'fictional.' My soul mate, Sephiroth, is not the videogame character - as I have emphasized and re-emphasized over and over here - but is a being entirely separate and different from that character, though it is possible he inspired the character. Sephiroth has never put in a true appearance here on earth, instead having only the character inspired by him as a physical representation, whereas a soulbonded entity is one in the same with their physical representation. And lastly, my disclaimer: I am by no means an expert on soulbonding, and may not have all my facts totally straight. If you read this, Jonesky, please feel free to correct anything I have wrong about soulbonding - I do want all my information correct on here. So for the benefit of anyone who stumbles across that article (which, by the way, is beautifully written and well executed if anyone wants to read up on soulbonding) this is my clarification. I don't mind lending my 'expert' opinion to the side of the soulbonding community...since I have an open mind to all possibilities and hope no one ever has to survive my level of torment for my beliefs. But I am not a soulbonder. I am a projector, and there is a great difference. Post a comment in response: |
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