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| Current music: | BSF -:- After The Eulogy (Rock on ADAM, my everything!) |
My life in the knife trade.......
how many times have i noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet
from your judgment seat i can feel the anger for my very being
fill me in
when you became such a big part of my life
that i should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down
wrong again
don't depend
on any reaction again
i remember the icy walls that shot up from nowheres
i can see every lie that you ever told yourself
you bleed me dry and i don't ask why but i'm left with the dust
judas kiss i dismiss thank you all for this i am untouched
i am untouched
wait again i'm not through with the screaming
i contend that you've got nothing better to do
trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before i get too old
if i live my life for aesthetic gain
will you repay me with all your shame
i can see every light inside your brain
go on every time i walk by for noise and whispers
your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing
i'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life's real time
in life's real time
wait again i'm not through with the screaming
i contend that you've got nothing better to do
trade my life for a barrel of gold
find someone else before i get too old
if i live my life for aesthetic gain
will you repay me with all your shame
don't get up i was leaving the room
and when the door of your judgment swings back around again
maybe i'll stop to watch your act and i'll go on my way
i've seen quite enough of too many childish games i'm ashamed of every moment that i ever gave them the time of day
all the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be
all the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be
will you repay me with all your shame.....
Too much shame and I allowed you, but no longer, Chris....no more.
You can have your life, your wealth all of the luxury that you've so earned....
But I know who was there in the beginning,
I know.
FUCK YOU.
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