|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||the sound of my tears as they fall onto the keyboard.|
I haven't written in a while, probably since so much is happening right now, and I haven't had the chance to. Rachel's party was great, even though the whole necklace thing, and I babysat Missy all Sunday.
Then, my heart got broken at about 5:15 PM.
No biggie. I cried, put quotes up on my wall, sang along to the song 'Dumb Girls', which only made me cry harder. Because I am that song. This is pretty much exactly what I felt, my favorite verse from the song now:
♥ He broke my heart today
I don't know what to say
I can't feel a thing at all
I did not see it comin'
Now you just a man that got away
I look at the ground
And give the sky the middle finger
Something inside said
"Here's a day you should remember
So mark it on a wall" ♥
that is exactly what I felt right then. And I did give the sky the middle finger.
no lyrics here today. exclusive details in my private journal. but you don't know the name of that one.
let's keep it that way.