WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME????
What the hell is my problem that I'm so pissed off at Andy for not carrying his cell phone tongiht, i wasn't supposed to get to see him anyways and it doesn't matter because he was at aluren's birthday party, which i was not informed of, and he thinks that he couldn't have ducked out for half an hour to come pick me up from work (cuz i actuallyu could have gotten off early tongith) but what pisses me off so much is this is the same bullshit he pulled back when I was still not friendly with her and he was, and he'd go hang out with her and make excuses for why he couldn't leave even though all she does is spend her time on her cell phone when she's with someone else and WHY IN THE HELL IS HE MAKING EXCUSES FOR HER WHEN HE KNOWS THIS IS THE SHIT THAT PISSED ME OFF BEFORE.
I can't write anymore. I'm banging the shit out of my keyboard and my mom has informed me that it's keeping her up and we're having a fucking realtor inh the house on thursday which means i have to go clean my room. i really don't want to go clean my room i am SO NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD RIGHT NOW but that's life i dnon't get to do what it is i'm in the mood for, i have homeowrk and work and a messy fucking room and a boyfriend who makes excuses for another girl and doesn't carry his cell phone.