Jessica (seductivgotisch) wrote, @ 2003-07-11 14:25:00

Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	Black Roses by BlutEngel

Wirklichkeit
Society today is such a pathetic entity. America, it seems, has such a shallow essence. Beauty is all anyone seems to think about. it becomes an obsession with many people. That, my friends, is why suicide is an option for anyone. Almost everyone I know has tried killing themselves...even myself. It seems stupid and petty now that I think back on it but at the time I wanted it! I craved the pain. I felt my soul burning inside but I needed to know WHERE my pain was coming from so I inflicted it upon myself. This reminds me of when Mark tells me I am too beautiful for him. If there are a few sayings one should live on...one is that beauty fades, you're true being is forever. Looks are nothing. I feel like a hypocrate sometimes because I worry about my physical appearance. Everyone does though...no matter what they say....we all care!

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