Solitude
I have not written in a few days...since I dropped off my cameras. I recieved the photos last night from the CVS. Most of the photos are great, such as the Cemetery ones with Des and Alli. I will show them when I see them next which will be soon hopefully. The other camera had photos of Mark and myself. They came out excellent mainly. And it contained the photos of when Alli did my make up and a photo of Christine. I look so fucking gorgeous in the photo of when Alli did my make up. I do not look like me! I went to Menlo Park yesterday with my mother. She got her hair cut and I got my nails done. We bought a few things at East Meets West and of course COFFEE!! I bought Wayne a gift for his Birthday on Sunday. It is a necklace with Cernunnos as the pendant. I think he will enjoy it...I hope. Mark is coming over on the morrow and he is coming to the party on Sunday. Visited Christine this day. We spent the day at her place. Watched TV mainly. I'm so lazy...I never want to do anything anymore. Eeekkk...imagine if I had a job :-O!! The horror!! ;-) Her mother wants her older sister Jen to sell the kittens tomorrow. I was thinking of taking Arwin. I would love to but female cats I seem to have no luck with. My three cats are male. I had a female a few months ago. Obviously it did not work out. Arwin seems very Egyptian to me...more so than my other cats. Her short hair and petite build. I'm envious in an odd way. Just finished working out actually..well when I sat down to write on here. I gained four pounds and it is driving me mad! I know it does not seem like a huge deal but when you've been working for months to keep losing, it is very depressing. I feel better. I also had a lot of energy tonight but it is raining finally so I could not jog or walk out side. I also did not drink as much water as usual which is not good. I feel dehydrated severely. Not to mention my damn period is making me bloated and have to pee! Could be worse......right? My back actually hurts and i think my breasts are shrinking. I feel like the upper portion of my body is a lot thinner than the bottom which I am sure is true I mean DAMN look at my thighs(Damn them and their hugness!). Thank the Goddess it is raining. My thermometer says it is a little less than 70 degrees! It was so humid and hot today. I do not know why humans have to live mainly in sunlight. Life would be more enjoyable to exist during the night. No skin cancer either. What ever happened to pale being a sign of wealth? Why is it always so popular to do things that kill you like smoke or tan...but also to do difficult things like be thin yet toned?
Christine sent me the link to see what kind fo goth I am
"People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light within."
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