| Current mood: |  happy |
Today, so far, is a really good day. First of all, I'm not lethargic like I was Friday, and I'm not harried and depressed like I was yesterday. Second of all, I talked to Dan for a while last night...I know I've said this before, and I'm bound to say it again and again and again...But he really is the sweetest, most selfless man/person I know/have ever known, and I count myself truly lucky to have met him, even if he's caused me some of the most intense pain I've ever felt. Third of all, we just got back from some mountain biking, so that kicks some ass. I got dirty and....SWEATY!!!! I've never realized how good sweat can feel, especially after this winter, which was far too long and oft-times, far too cold. Mostly just way to long. It's a beautiful day. I'm totally ready for clear blue skies, and temeratures in the 90's. That's the best. It's what I really need right now.
I asked Bailey if she wanted to come to the pool with me, but she made an excuse...Yet AGAIN...How many times have I asked her that on this vacation? At least three, and each time, she makes up some excuse. How stupid...I mean, I really want to spend time with her, but I want to spend time OUTSIDE doing SOMETHING, not at a movie or something where I'm not getting any exercise, any sun, and taste of this wonderful weather (and yes, I know, being inside on the computer is not EXACTLY getting a taste of the weather, but at least I haven't trapped myself in a cave), and besides, at a movie, you can't exactly talk. Or, at least, you're not ENCOURAGED to talk, whereas outside, who gives a fuck?!
So, anyway...That's sort of pissed me off, but taunt pis. I think I'm going to pick up my sketchbook, go sit outside, and draw something. Maybe I'll go to the pool to draw something. There's homework to be done, yes, but that can definitely wait until tonight, when there's no sun to be felt.
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