|Current mood:|| calm|
I really need to start writing again...I miss it. I guess I can start with this.
I'm back from Chicago...huh. I had such a great time, though. We did a lot of really cool things and it was great bonding more with Brian, Sarah, and Chrissy. Now I am home, and am no longer employed. I should have known that having a good job which I liked and actually allowed me to save money, was too good to be true. The highlight of my day, however, was that I got to go to my Bible study and do some fieldwork at the church. I know that I go up and down about my feelings toward my future in ministry, but I love the way I feel about it when I am there helping Jennifer. She is so affirming and I think she kind of sees that I need an emotional boost when it comes to my ability to do church work. I actually feel a shed of hope for me yet, which is why I like to go over there. My Bible study is great too...it's on being a Proverbs 31 woman. I was so glad when a friend from church who was leading it, mentioned it to me and gave me the opportunity to join. It is such a good time for spiritual nurture and fellowship, which is something I really need consistantly. I'm just so glad to be given so much grace from God, as wellas a daily opportunity to come back to Him, after turning from Him. God is so amazing...so why do I keep forgetting Him? Hmmm....
Anyhow, I must be going...Andrea and I are going out tonight...not sure what we will do. But the cool thing about hanging out with Andrea is that we always manage to do something really fun and random, which makes for an interesting friendship. I will say one thing...I have been blessed with some incredible friends, and I am grateful for that. *Big smile*