D.Con (scarface527) wrote, @ 2003-12-06 18:04:00

God, oh God, oh God. Jeff makes me feel electric. I'm just humming with energy when I'm around him. I'm pretty sure he feels the same way, if not more so than me. Now, if I could just get the balls to kiss him, because I don't think he'll have them. He's only kissed two girls.
He's got these things going for him:
1)He's gorgeous
a. Nice arms
b. adorable face
c. awesome, awesome body
2)He likes Star Trek, alot.(me too!)
3) Jeff is one of the nicest people, second only to Boaz. He's so nice

I'm really scared. What if he doesn't want me sexually as much as I want him? What if he thinks I'm a bad kisser? What if I lose interest in him suddenly and break his heart? These things have happened previously to me, and I'm scared. Sometimes I just think he's too goddamn good for me. I need to call him. I haven't talked to him in two days.
We sympathized with one another over our "love" for Gill. He thought I was so pretty at semi. He just makes me feel so small and protected. At the dance, he gave my calves a massage and complimented them. Dancing does the body good, baby.
I need to shop for these things:
1)Secret gift exchange item
2)gift for cousins
3)A hoody at Dave and Barry's.

I'm outta here,going to Krystan's and then to the mall.

P.S.
Please God, don't let me screw things up with Jeff. Please let him understand I'm insecure and not the "sex kitten" everyone else seems to think. Don't hurt me again. Don't hurt him, you ass. If you do, I'll kill you myself.

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