| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Gravity Kills - Falling |
You know you are making me bleed? Why won't you listen to me? Look what it's doing to me.
I was so pissed off this morning. I burnt this Cd two nights ago, and I tried to play it in my mom's car on the ride to school but it was too damp or something like that. It would pop out and "ERR" at me, so I would violently shove it back in. This went on for maybe five minutes, and I turned it over to look at the back and it's all scratched up. Then, we tried to get to Krispy Kreme, but there was this huge semi in the way, so I had to go in and order. Yah, it doesn't sound too bad now, but I'm not a morning person and I was about to hurt things.
During lunch, the guys were talking about chicks, and Jason said that he didn't like going out with them (us). Then, the kid whose name I don't know said that he hadn't gone out with anyone since summer. I said me too. James gave me this look like he pittied me. And he gave me a hug. About ten of them. He was just like, "That's so sad." I don't think it was so much that I haven't had a boyfriend in so long, as it was the fact that I haven't found anyone since Ryan. Yah, it made me sad. Tear. When James begged me to ask Kanwal to forgive him for being a bitch, he said that the thought of him losind Kanwal almosr made him feel as bad as Ryan felt when he lost me. Seriously, why would you say that? Do you want me to just start crying in the middle of lunch? I mean, James is cool as hell, but damn, sometimes he just makes me want to crawl in a hole and die.
And in other news, I made Mr Collins happy.
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