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update >.>
yup, my mood is awake, but only just barely...I'm kinda dead...I'll tell ya about what happened today later, I have a big recap to do because stupid blurty was down when I needed it.
okay, maaajor major update.
few weeks ago or something: find out Global teacher gave me a 0 for a classwork that I actually had but I was absent when she corrected it. teach gives me a 55 average, which was previously an 88 before that assignment.
So my mom decides I need to be punished. I handed in the assignment, but she takes away my drawing book, and most of my computer priveleges...and says I'm not allowed to wear any type of headwear o0
progress reports go out with my failing grade on there.
last monday: scariest kid in my grade (matt) asks for my screenname on aim. I give it to him and think nothing of it. Last wednesday: same kid asks me on aim to go to the dance with me. he's the weirdest kid you've ever seen. he's bi, but that's not what bothers me. He likes anime, but he seems more like a wannabe otaku...and I was his friend a little but he's so weird. I say yes, that I'll go as a friend, but he was all like do I have a ticket and what time should he pick me up, so I tell him I'm just going as his friend and I had a ticket already and my mom would get me there.
Last Thursday: I hand in that bogus global assignment. the teach still hasn't fixed the grade, she hasn't even graded the assignment yet...the lazy bum...
Last Friday: I tell matt that he'd better keep his mouth shut because I heard some bad rumors about him and some other girls if you get what I mean by bad, so I tell him to keep his mouth shut about it.
8th period he tells everyone he's taking me to the dance.
9th period I find out, go home, and prepare to get into a fight with him about this bogus crud.
I go to the dance, he's there waiting for me (I was 10 minutes late) and I go to the other side of the room to resist punching him. he tells his friends (about 3 in total) that he's gonna slow dance with me (o0 like that would ever happen) and one that I'm kinda friends with tips me off.
I go over to him. I tell him, he most certainly is not taking me to the dance, I took myself there. in these exact words I also had to tell him 'I am your friend matt, NOT YOUR DATE'
and so he went home early. I guess I must have made him feel bad, but he brought it upon himself. I even warned him earlier in the day.
BUT before he went home I was still hiding in that other corner of the room dancing by myself when this kid (Brian E.) comes and asks me what's wrong...(usually I'm all over the place at those dances, but I kept leaving the room because I couldn't take the music....stupid rap and pop....) and I kinda used to like Brian, so I told him someone asked me to this dance and he's here but I don't wanna dance with him. He told me it couldn't be that bad, asked who it was. I told him and he walked away sort of stunned, like of course I'd be hiding from him.
later on, I'm still byu myself this time in the hallway, Brian comes and asks me whats wrong again, so I told him: I don't do rap. and he says neither do I, and drags me in the room, makes that retarted 'w' looking rapper symbol and starts cursing his head off and saying stuff like 'homies', which is something I never heard him do...it was actually hilarious, but it still didn't cheer me up.
so yet still later on (matt was still there then) the first slow song comes on. I see matt and I try desperately to hide myself. brian spots me about halfway through the song, and asks me to dance, but I'm afraid it might have been just out of pity. I danced with him, never looking right at him, more gazing off into space over his shoulder...but I felt special, but I still feel like he was just doing it to make me feel better...I still kinda like him I guess. so I guess matt saw this and got sad and left, that was the worst of my probs. I had Brian T and Ron forcing me to dance with their group, they yelled everytime I tried to sneak away...I guess I had a good time
about a year ago, probly less, I was at the hs musical, and me and vb and another friend were there and they were telling random ppl that we liked them, and vb just has to pick Brian E and tells him I'm in love with him...no idea how red I got, guess it couldn't have been too bad because I was basically only there to moon over another guy, but still....
okay, I'm getting kicked off now, bedtime. I'll make a better update later...
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