Say You Love Me (sayyouloveme) wrote, @ 2005-08-31 23:22:00

I will say the only words that you understand
I have a headache tonight. I also have a bug bite on my neck. It itches very badly. I had such a lazy night. I watched tv, I read, and I played some notes on the guitar. It was satisfying yet lonely. Nick talked to me a lot tonight though for a change. I wish we would do more things together though like games and such. All he does is a bunch of nothing besides sleeping, tv, and work. Sometimes I wonder if I have made the correct decision with you. The other option was pleasing but not the same. It is a tough struggle that I ponder everytime I think about those events.

Summer seems like it is almost over. I love summer. Working inside has really made me appreciate the outside. I hate how the air conditioning hurts my hands and makes me so cold.

I wonder who she is? I bet you thought the same of her initially. Seems like it at least.

Jealousy kills me. I feel it in my stomach churning and burning with anguish. It doesn't matter when it was or if it ever happened. I just wonder and I know you do the same too.


How do you really know?

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