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Today I woke up late again. I went downstairs to talk to my parents and my mom hurt my feelings as normal. I was giving her suggestions about how to get herself organized and she said that I shouldn't be talking since I came in during the middle of the conversation. I then went upstairs and tried to play guitar. I got really frustrated. I was feeling very sorry for myself. I was like what is the point? I am never going to have a band. It has been 10 years since I first tried started playing guitar and I am still in the same beginning hole. It made me sad. I just layed on my bed and just thought about things for a while. I then picked up the guitar and tried playing the song again. I did a little better. Why can't anything I try be easy for me the first time? I had a chicken nugget for lunch. Actually only 1/2 of one. There was some sort of tendon or something in it. It was sick. I think one day that I will be a vegetarian. I also had some watermelon and some of my milk chug thing. I then went to work. We were pretty busy. There were only 2 people on the floor. One outside and one inside. It was fun. It made those initial hours go by quickly. My boss got super mad because we were understaffed. I felt good because I was able to help customers. One lady said that I had beautiful eyes. What are you supposed to say to that? I said thank you. It was awkward after that. My boss actually yelled at Patti about the schedule on the floor. I was like.. geee could you be a little more unprofessional? Patti then came in and I heard them fighting upstairs. It was crazy. And it actually wasn't her fault. Tomorrow should be interesting. I came home and went swimming. It felt nice to just swim around for a bit. Cooled me off a lot. I talked to Erica for a little while tonight. It was good talking to her again. I went to O'Charley's with Isick and Samual and Nick tonight. Nick is so obnoxious and Sam is so mean to Isick. It was pissing me off. Isick is such a nice guy and Sam was just provoking him and being stupid. Nick was making me so mad tonight. I swear, he is such a dick sometimes. I really don't like it when people make fun of people that you care about. It hurts. I got mac and cheese at the restaurant. It was mighty tasty. I also had a piece of pizza at work. Overall I think that I did pretty good with the whole eating ordeal today. I hate it when they do that. It makes me full of doubts. I don't know. Everyone does that. I just wish that I trusted my instincts enough to know the right thing to do. What a wasted life. I can't imagine not feeling your arms around me. Post a comment in response: |
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