Say You Love Me (sayyouloveme) wrote, @ 2004-07-15 00:44:00

One more day!!!!
I have watched so much tv tonight.

I woke up at about 9:30 and watched something on tv till 10. I can't even remember what it was. I then drank some boost. My mom then took me to the doctor appointment in Cumming. There they didn't really tell me much. I forgot to ask about my port. What a waste. For lunch we went to Steak and Shake. I had brocilli and cheese soup and a strawberrry bannana milkshake. The soup left a bad taste in my mouth so I pretty much only drank the shake. We then ran some errands at the Post Office, the printing place, the paper store, the theater, and then my other doctor's appointment. I was zapped in and out. My mom then took me to Bruesters for some icecream. I got some kind of sunday thing that was really good.

When we got home the crazy storms started. My mom freaked out and had Glenn whatever his name is blaring. She freaked out everytime they said North Alpharetta and Cherokee. It is like get over it. There is nothing that can be done. The rain and storms started getting heavy so we took a family trip to the basement. Mom got to meet Mrs. Sweetie and wasn't exactly thrilled about that. The power went out. It was scary but there were flashlights. After the storms I started on my postcard labeling. I have been doing that ever since about 7:15. I watched a lot of quality tv. I started with Friends, then Family Guy, then Seinfeld, then South Park, then umm Adult Swim. I think that I have seen every Family Guy episode that they showed tonight. Thanks to Justy. Now some stupid japanimation is on. I am not watching tv anymore.

Erica called me today. It was so cool to talk to her again. She wants to hang out with me soon. On Wednesday the girl goes to Hilton Head. What about me??? ha.

I have to be at work at 7 am. I am not sure if I should even bother sleeping. It makes me tired just thinking about work. I can picture myself. Feeling crappy from not getting enough sleep. Yuck.

Justin is coming over tomorrow. I am excited. He is going to go with me to my last treatment. Oh gee, I can't wait not to do this anymore! I won't have any scans until September, but I am sure they will be clear. The radiation effects will get better in about 3 weeks. I can't wait to eat crunchy foods again!

I really want to do some sort of research when I grow up. I think that I finally found something to do with my life. I read some journals last night that were so sad. People should not be dying of cancer at 23 or even younger. It is sick. There has to be something to help people.

Sometimes I think it is population control, but could you imagine your life being cut so short? I sure as hell can't.

It sucks to be mortal sometimes.

I feel like I am getting addicted to TV. HELP!

You don't know what you do to me!

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