So, im really sick, and still my dad made me go to school. I almost broke my promise yesterday, guys. I almost cut. 10 days! (Woo-hoo!) Anthony talked me out of it.
He says he doesn’t know where our friendship is going. That hed fuck me, but it would be for the wrong reasons. Which basically is because he thinks im attractive. He says he cant figure me out. I mean, I don’t think im THAT fucking deep and complicated, to not even get the gist of me. Eh.. I dunno. I want to hang out with him this weekend or something, because he came over yesterday, but I wasn’t home yet.
splash lagoon was fun. I went on some water slides, hung out in the hot tub, stuff like that. I liked riding back the best, though, because I sat with gina, and she had her back up against the window, and I was laying on her chest, and she was holding me, and I was holding her. I came home, and I smelled like her perfume (partially because of me laying on her and partially because she sprayed it on me in the morning after we smoked.
bre was there. She didn’t swim, so I couldn’t hang out with her there. I wanted to sit with her on the bus, but I didn’t ask her because I thought she’d say no.
oh man, that Kevin kid is crazy. He comes downtown like everyday after school. And yeah, I’d like to get to know him better.
