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why is it always me that regrets things
i wish so bad that i waited for zack to call...
i miss him so bad
i called him cuzlandon and went to landons friends after the show
i dont really....relate to his friends.. [popular one track minded selfish type]
not to be rude
but i wanted so much to be with him
i called DJ and they said they might not do anything and that theyd call me
5 minutes they said
never called
do i try to hurt myself
whats wrong with me
its not fun when you think your hearts looking for pain, without consolting ur head first
does pain come from your heart , mines does, i can fel it sink deeper every 5 minutes
this is bull shit
LIFE is bull shit
Life is the biggest stress maker in the universe
i want to crumble up and die...
its all my fault i know, i should learn not to fall for guys... for lies, friendship...my heart
my heart always gets me in trouble...causes me pain... god if only my brain was in control, if only my freakin COMMON SENSE had control....CAUTION: you've been here before...BOY WILL BREAK YOUR HEART... step
away from the boy... step away
thats all my fuckin self pity for tonight...tune in next time
FEATURES GIRL FINDING LONELINESS...again
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