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To Good For You (saucymocha) wrote,
@ 2005-02-23 16:47:00
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    Current mood: depressed
    Current music:tori amos

    Hmmm, what is ther to say? today was okay i mean my best friend is leaving i think i will call him fabulous just to keep his and my identity a secret. he is leaving he is moving and i don't think i will ever see him again he is moving far away never mind where he is moving because that would only pin point who. i feel sad i mean he was my only other gay friend the one i talked to about guy stuff i know that there are girls but sometimes you need the opinion of a guy and being gay makes us closer. Not closer in a sexual way but closer in a friendship way i mean i was able to tell him stuff and to confide in him and to see him leave breaks my heart i don't know how i will be able to go on, but i know i will. i think that he is one of those people. You know the people that you meet and they touch your heart i only wish he didn't have to leave. Well enough of the moping well today i saw the guy i so desperatly want to talk to i mean he is so nice i guess he is. i mean i have never really talked to him, but i wish. i see him everyday, but the fact that i see him makes me go crazy inside i would tell you his name but i don't want any of this to get out. i don't want to hurt the reputation of anyone i talk about so i don't thinkk i will use any names. i mean i wish i could tell the whole world my secret of being gay an the whole world be fine with it but i guess that only happens in the land of perfect. Maybe one day there will be a land of perfect were it doesn't matter whether you are gay, lesbian, bisexual, black or white mexican or asian but you are accepted for who you are not what you are

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