|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||Tear in your hand - tori amos|
heart broken yet i don't know why
well it's been awhile since i have written but there has been a lot happening in my life. I've been talking to this guy who happens to be straight in my hopes of conversion because i have really started to fall for him. Lately he hasn't been returning my calls or text messages and he usually does and well I am going to give up hope what is a girl to do in a situation like this ? Well i guess i will hold my head up high hoping that the guy i am looking for is looking for me as well and is hoping that i am around the corner God knows i am hoping that he is around the corner. Well i am just heart broken i hate falling for straight guys and then they pay no attention to me well i don't want to seem desperate but i really like him so i think i will persue this until i know for sure that he hasn't found a girl friend or is just not interested. Well if you have any advice on what i should i would greatly appreciate it.