| Current mood: |  flirty |
| Current music: | Calling out - Natalie Imbruglia |
Love Or Lust
Well it has been a couple of days since i last wrote and well a lot has happened. Chemisty has become more intresting everyday. I am over David and for a while i thought he was all that but now i see the truth that it was only a puppy crush and well i am glad my puppy crush is over. Well there is a new crush in my life well there are two and well i don't know how i am going to deal with it. Well lets start off with cory he is kinda of flirty with me like all guys are when they are confused and aren't sure what they are. Well it all started at the beginning of this semester cory terrorized me he would not leave me alone and he would always call me a fucking faggot and he would say that he hated people like me and it got to a point where him and his friends harrassed me one day i had, had enough i was cussing at him and really putting him in his place. I had to file sexual harrassement on him (yeah that is how bad it got) anyways lately he has been coming on to me you could say. like the other day he said that he liked me and i was like yeah cory i like you to (sarcasm) and then he said no i fucking love you dude . i was like sure what ever i mean i wasn't being mean or anything i was just going along with it. he also said that he wanted to have a threesome with me and my friend. He also asked for my number i gave it to him i gave him the number 1800 go fuck yourself i wrote that on his arm he said that the way i wrote my g's turned him on and i was like okay whatever he gave me his number and i called and he told me to call back because he was on the other line but i never called back because i don't think i need to go after something i know will never happen. Anyways enough about cory. I really like this guy named Landon i know that name is so hot lol. I met him will crusing with my friends we saw him in the car next to ours so i started talking to him because i thought he was cute okay okay i thought he was HOT!!!!!! i was talking to him i got his number and well i hung out with him the next day it was me and my friends we went to a mexican resturant and ate i sat next to him and he would nudge my elbow and flirt with me a lot. We shared a plate and each time i would get rice and beans he would push it off my fork i made a sad face and then he put the beans and rice back on my plate. we also got cheese dip and he spilt some on his chin and he let me clean it off. i rode in his car and me an him like the same types of music. a couple of days later i called him on the phone and we talked for about an hour. I asked him if would ever like to hang out and he said that he had never hung out with a gay guy on his own, and he didn't know if he would be comfortable. i told him that what he said hurt my feelings and he was like it isn't that i don't like you it is just that i don't trust myself with you. meaning that he didnt' know what he might do if i was with him alone. So i hope that is for the good. I like Landon a lot and well my friend is kinda jealous because i won't give her his number and well it is making me pissed because she has someone. I like him so much and i hope i will get to know more about Landon in the future. Oh did i tell you i kissed him on the cheek the night that i met him and well lets just say he didn't freak out he was like he kissed me and started laughing he was hugging me to well who knows what will happen
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