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You know that little saying, "you have to give respect to get respect"....well I don't believe a fucking word of that shit. No matter how much respect you give someone, they are only going to do what they want anyway!
People are selfish...including myself, but damn you bitches are fucking selfish! Oh and you know that other saying, "give someone an inch and they will take a foot"....well that shit is TRUE!!
I am so frustrated, I don't want people to walk all over me (which happens all the time), BUT if I actually say something to stop the maddness, then I'm a BITCH! I don't fucking get it...I don't know what to fucking do anymore.
I keep telling myself that I need space, i need air, i need to just chill out, i need to calm the fuck down and focus, just do my own thing for bit.....but that is boring as hell! Then what happens is I sit at home and find another fucking reality show to get obsessed with!
I am so frustrated that I want to pull my fucking hair out. I can't talk to my friends about this because more than likely it will end up in an argument. I get into enough arguments, I don't need them with the people I care most about.
What happens when you want to bring up issues with people that you KNOW won't understand anything you are saying. I am not good at arguing my case and point with someone other then my parents. I can fucking scream and say anything to my parents and i KNOW that we will work things out and move on and we will still love eachother, maybe even a little more!
I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW...I FUCKING KNOW that the biggest part of the problem is ME not saying anything and just letting the time pass by, letting things build up and swallowing all I can. I KNOW THIS, but how can I stop?
hmmm maybe I will just bring up the problem when it arises?????
do you think that would fucking help?
Yes, i do.
Well thanks for that genius fucking advice.
No fucking problem.
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