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Friends...
I hate it when two people that I absolutely love are fighting...it's like when your mom and dad fight, there is just something bad in the air and nothing goes back to normal until things are resolved. I can only hope that things are resolved quickly....as in before the new year and hmmmm let me see...it's New Year's Eve Eve.
I love both of my friends dearly and could not have made it this far without them.....or at least the ride would not have been so fun! (Giggles.....You have the right to remain silent...)
My heart can't help but go out when someone's feelings are hurt...I just feel awful inside when I know that someone I love is hurting. I just think about when my feelings are hurt, how I desperately want someone to know exactly what I am going through so that I know that I am not the only person in the world feeling the way that I do. It keeps you feeling normal.
I only have a handful of friends, but I love them like I would if I had a million more. You fight with your mom, dad, sister, brother, boyfriend, girlfriend, boss, co-worker, dog, the bitches in front of you that just drive too damn slow, the bitches at Wendy's when they ask you to back up and pull up to the window again, all the bitches leaving the church parking lot at once that insist on stopping traffice for two hours....but not your friends. Your friends are the ones that you go to when you need to talk about the above mentioned. I understand that sometimes friends may get into little arguments, but agreeing to disagree is a nice way to go sometimes.
I am not looking forward to the new year...2004! I mean damn...the years are just sailing by. This year I am going to be 25....twenty-five....two and a half DECADES......that is half of FIFTY for sobbing out loud!!!! Anyway, things right now are not looking too good for a new, fresh start.
I fucking hope that someone proves me wrong.
Celly
P.S. I am depressed, I need therapy.
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