It's just raining shit on me today. No call from Mumbai, I don't know what's going on with that. Now I find out that graduation MIGHT be pushed up until mid-November. I was to be with Kurt in October!!!!!!! Everything I touch turns to shit, I fucking swear! I'm going to double check with the front office and get an exact date if I can. I just can't belive this shit. It can't be November! I won't have enough money for a plane ticket during the holiday time. If it IS November, i'm hoping for a couple weeks between graduation and beginning of my next course. So unfair. All I want is ONE thing.