| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Killing Me Softly by Fugees |
SHIT!
ahhh I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I'M FALLING FOR SOMEONE THAT I SOOOO SHOULDN'T FALL FOR! HE'S KINDA A PORN PERSON...LIKE DOES PORN AND SEE'S SEX AS FUN...AND I DON'T!! IT'S SOMETHING SPECIAL AND SACARED! MAN THIS SUCKS BIG BALLS! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE! HE'S NOT EVEN FROM HERE! WELL YET...HE'S MOVING HERE IN EARLY NOVEMBER, BUT I MEAN STILL...I DON'T THINK HE'S SERIOUS, OR MAYBE HE IS! BUT IT'S LIKE SHOULD I HOLD OUT FROM OTHER PEOPLE JUST TO WAIT FOR HIM...WHAT IF HE ISN'T HOLDING OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE...I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS...I DON'T LIKE WAITING FOR PEOPLE! THATS BULLSHIT! IT'S STILL TO EARLY TO CALL, BUT IT'S LIKE SHOULD I FUCK UP EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT GET SOMEWHERE??? MAN THIS SUCKS BALLS SOOO MUCH! HE'S MADE ME FORGET ABOUT SKY! THE NIGHT I STOPPED TALKING TO SKY I STARTED TALKING TO HIM AND SINCE THEN EVERY DAY EVERY NIGHT...BUT IT'S LIKE HE'S NOT THE TYPE TO GET SERIOUS...BUT MAYBE I'LL BE DIFFERENT FOR HIM...OR MAYBE I WONT...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I HAVE THIS HUGE! TEMPTATION TO DO SOMETHING LIKE TODAY! LIKE RIGHT NOW! BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD CUZ OF THIS OTHER GUY! HE'S SOO SWEET AND NICE AND LIKE ME!! THATS WEIRD! MAN THIS FUCKING SUCKS BIG BALLS!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO! I DON'T THINK ANYONE STILL READS THIS CRAP SO I DON'T EXPECT ANYONE TO ANSWER I JUST LIKE GETTING IT OFF MY CHEST!!!
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