here I am yet again...COSME!
well yeah so now everyones watching the game and not talking to me cuz i'm bad luck*faints* INSANE i love the SPURS and my future husband BEANO! lmfao or something like that... OH YEAH lol before me and Sof bought our awesome Spurs shirt a cheerleader complimented my boobs! LOL well she said nice shirt, but she was looking right at my boobs! HORRIBLE! lmfao it felt great that one of the Spurs cheerleaders complimented LITTLE OL' ME!!!
AHHH SKY JUST SIGNED ON!!!!!!!! freak i hadn't talked to him since forever...OH GOSH YOU KNOW WHAT! Robby's coming the 16th...am I excited? I really don't know...
I don't know how I feel about him coming anymore...when he told me i practically started crying and thats all i've been able to think about since he told me...i dunno i've been so worried about what to expect!!
OH GOSH! LOL MARKIE TOLD ME THE SWEETEST THING YESTERDAY! cuz my stats said "what if everything i have been waiting for isn't what I expected? what then..." then i wasn't paying attention to the people online cuz I was doing my St.Eds loans crap and Markie IMs me all random and is like "u call me" and i'm like "huh" and he's like "the answer to ur stats" AWWWWWWWWWWWW i thought that was the sweetest *feels special*
so yeah back to the other topic....LOL...i was telling ViKtor about you know all my worries...you know what if he's*ROBBY* turns out to be nothing how I expected...what if i don't like him as much as I thought...then ViKtor all random says "what if he turns you down" WTF! i hadn't thought of that...i'm not perfect...I'M SOOOOOO FAR FROM PERFECT! and all this time i've been thinking what if's for him....WHAT IF HE DOESN'T LIKE ME?? WHAT IF I'M NOT WHAT HE EXPECTED?? gosh thats all i've been thinking about alllllll day! man this blows....i dunno there are several things keeping me from wanting to meet him...
KAY ONE! I'M SCARED SHITLESS!!
~~~BCUZ OF WHAT I'LL THINK OF HIM!
~~~AND WHAT WILL HE THINK OF ME!
TWO! I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF HE'S WORTH ME PUTTING UP WITH MY SISTERS SHIT UP IN HOUSTON!
THREE!! I'M NOT SURE IF WHAT I FEEL FOR HIM IS STILL TRUE.
FOUR! THERE'S ONE MORE THING REALLY, BUT I CAN'T REALLY SAY. SOFIE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN...BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN SHARE IT WITH THE PUBLIC...IT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS.
FIVE! I'M JUST SCARED!
so yeah my graduation...hmm lets see...i almost got kicked out...well not just me...me and my row *included Sof, Ang, Double D, Mel and Mar E O* yeah it was kool....we all broke the rules and sat together all badass....it was okay...i got totally wasted at my party LMFAO good times it was pretty much just my family....man it blows cuz 2 days before my grad. I got news my uncle from Cali. passed away...it sucks cuz as a child I didn't have a grandfather and i'd see him as my grandfather. Then he moved and everything changed. He was a great man he shouldn't have gone. I hate that I didn't even get to say bye....now my sisters baby *BABY BASTIAN* is really really sick and they have him in the hospital and everything. It hurts just to know he's sick...i'm not going to say anything, but I THINK we all know what can happen....wow
SO I'M OFF I'LL UPDATE LATER ON TONIGHT IF I FEEL LIKE IT...
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