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Crazy Days
Just got back from a party. A good friend of mine celebrated her 19th birthday so from Subic we went straight to her party at Q.C.
SUbic was ok...it would have been better if it stopped raining while we were there but we got stuck in our house since we were too lazy to go out in the rain. We got to go to Ocean Adventure though...it was ok...but I know it would have been better if it were sunny...we would have enjoyed the place more. I didn't get to buy a doll:( I know it sounds really silly but I see to it that each time we go to Subic I buy myself a porcelain doll for my doll collection...this year I didn't get to buy one because like what I said we were too lazy to even go to the commercial area...we just stayed home watching TV.
Traffic was mad on our way home(...imagine, we spent 7 hours in traffic!!! It was really frustrating because later on, after spending hours in traffic you realize the source of the heavy traffic...you see three men filling pot holes with asphalt during rush hour...how brilliant is that???
Like what I mentioned at the beginning of this entry, we just got home from a party. A family friend of ours celebrated her 19th birthday. I know sounds kinda weird for a girl to have a big bday bash on her 19th bday since it's usually on the 18th bday that a girl would have a big bday bash...well her case is special. Last year she was supposed to have a big bday bash for her 18th bday but her younger brother died a month before she was to turn 18...it was really sad...everything was already prepared for that party but they decided to cancel it of course. That's why she had a big bday bash early this evening. The party was ok...it was very simple...but despite it's simplicity I felt this certain warmth. One thing that really struck me during the program was the relationship between the celebrant and her sister. If you look at them, they're totally opposite and yet you know they have a special bond between them. I envy them. I have good relationships with my sisters but I wish we can be more open to each other. This evening I made a very big decision...I told Jona about my problem. I told her about our dad. I don't know if I made the right decision in telling her cause I think she's taking it really hard...I wish she'll do ok. I needed to share it with somebody...I know that it's not enough for my dad to just tell me that nothing is going on...we need to know that he's telling the truth. I don't know what we'll do about it...but at least I feel a bit better now since I know that someone understands me now. I just pray that God will give us the wisdom so that we'll know how to deal with this.
Like what I said in my last entry I finally quit my job. I have mixed emotions right now...a part of me is really relieved but the other part of me is terrified. I know people will think that I'm crazy for giving up my job but I know I did the right thing. I know God is calling me...and I'm ready to answer His call. Please pray for me...I haven't told my parents...Please pray for me!
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